Se siente...

 Como si el mundo 

estuviera a años luz

Como si la vida

me dejara atrás

Como si perturbara

el aire al respirar

It's as if...

 ... I just spit my heart out

and he says nothing

N   

 O  

   T  

     H   

        I   

          N   

            G

I'm so, so hungry 

for deep communication

that never happens

did it ever happen?

hardly ever

or never

happened,

why should I 

think, believe

it's ever going

to happen?

He does nothing

but run away

from real love

run away

from himself

run away

from what's true...

he'll never know

Don't know

what I'm doing

maybe just following

the time...

only sometimes

I feel it's time

who follows me

instead

and when it's quiet

and no one follows

no one...

I cease to exist

... or so it seems

Instanteterno

 Me traigo

desde el pasado

a este momento

Me arrastro

desde el futuro

a este segundo

Expando el tiempo

al sumergirme

en el instante

Acallo el grito,

el llamado

incesante

Qué hacer

con el dolor

nada

solo tiempo

nada

solo aprendizaje

nada

solo espera

Never understood why you...

always left me behind

when walking

forgot about me

at parties

never talked to me

real deeply

would get so, so mad

with little

never showed no praise

or hardly

ignored my concerns 

and worries

never planned a life

for both

Sleepy

... eyes

slippery emotions

head hurts

I'm chocking

on something hard

to swallow

I'm leaving

tomorrow

behind somewhere

I'm focusing

on here 

and now somehow

I'm failing

to be whole

and fine, thank you